another boring(this word deserves to be bold.) day in school..went for chemistry lessons at 9.30am today..he gave us one set of worksheets & then rushed off to 3/4..sicko..what he wore today damn funny lah..a shirt that looked as if he wore it when he was 10..heehee..thank goodness he was gone or i would be too darn distracted by his outfit..anyways, chem lesson turned out to be like free period..tht's a great thing i guess..class ended at 11.30am..i'm super duper bored! sigh... well, i guess i'll just have to end here..ciao!

helloooo...
went to alexandra hospital yesterday & there is nothing wrong with me..
yippee..just a typical fever..and my throat's just "dry"..must drink more water..sigh..greaaat..
a paranoid worrywart..tht's what i am..sigh..what the hell lah..
parents were annoyed for a while because of the long drive there for a typical fever.. =.='
well, at least the medicine from A.H. works..i feel betta! (=
got myself a 2-days MC but i guess i'm still going for tmr's lessons in skl..anyways, there's taf tmr but i won't be going..must stay away from strenuous activity..heeheehee..yay?

i really really wanna watch pirates 3 but jannail(this ain't a spelling boo-boo.) haven pick a date yet..even my parents have watched it! they say the movie's 3 hrs..tht's super duper long.. =/ frostbutt anyone? sigh..my brother came back from camp with red spots all over him..hahaha!! he slept for 8 hrs straight yesterday after coming home, woke up for 15 mins to eat, then went back to sleep..whoa..he must be super duper tired..tsktsk..sigh..i've never been to ubin & i don't look forward to going there..i've got a PL training camp on 12 june with shia ching..it's gonna be uber boring..i can feel it..

let's talk about today.. two words: uber boring..
there ya go! ciao babes..



give me something to believe in
cuz i don't believe in you anymore, anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference,
it even makes a difference to try

and you talk about how you're feeling
but I don’t believe it’s true anymore, anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
so this is goodbye


*the chorus of this song is the shizz!!
it's the only part of the song tht i can remember so....

it's 8am and i'm blogging..my throat still hurts like hell..)= couldn't sleep so here i am typing another post..i think there are ulcers at the swallowing areas in my mouth..goddammit..my appetite's affected i guess..so i did the "Ahh.." thing & could see tht the area around the uvula was bloody red..sigh..i'm soooo going to a hospital/clinic later..

my stupid brother's coming home from some npcc adventure training camp..sigh..i'll miss the peace i had for the past 2 days..anyways, i'm gonna go now..will update if anything interesting happens at the hospital/clinic..ciao!

my throat is KILLING me!! it hurts so much..sharp rocks roll down my throat everytime i swallow..sigh.. i think it's infected..ouch..ouch..i can't talk properly lah..but at least i could talk..heehee..will be going to the doctor tmr if condition deteriorates..ciao.. x_x

Labels: ice box, the coldest heart

woke up today with a high fever..felt damn crappy..
there's Meet The Parent's Session..supposed to be there at 11.30pm..
took our own sweet time & we reached school at abt 11.45pm..went up to class & saw Mr C talking to Alex & his mom..sat down & told my mom what to say & what not to say..so our turn came to see Mr C..

"hazirah is a good girl."

??!!??!!??!!??!!??!!??!!
this sentence came out of Mr C's mouth twice! had to endure the embarassment..
"good girl" should only be used for kindergarden kids..not us teenagers..
he sounded so lame! i bet my mom thought so too..heehee..so we sat there for about 10 minutes as he talked..i felt sooo dopey..barely looked at him as he babbled on..tsktsk..caught some of the stuff he said abt me though..some i've heard from my other form teachers..

FOR EXAMPLE:

"hazirah needs to speak up." - i'm trying goddammit...
"hazirah is a quiet girl." - heard this soooooo many times alrdy...

went home after collecting my report book..supposed to go for Homemaker Course but i skipped it..it's because i'm fuggin sick..goddammit..i really really wanted to go!! sigh..shit happens i guess..kay then, ciao! (=

tomorrow's DOOMSDAY..but i'm sooooo ready to receive my report book..(= there's a GG Homemaker Course tmr too..lazy to go but i MUST go..sigh..best of luck to me then..don't wanna fail making pineapple jam like Min Jia did..heehee!

today was tiring..stayed back to accompany Fizzy & sort out his Physics file..also stayed back to help arrange the tables & chairs for tmr's MTP session..went with him downstairs to photocopy missing worksheets.. the bookshop was packed! with people like Tat Yan, Barnabas, Nasir, Ang Siang, Cedric & some other random poor people queueing/waiting for their turn at the back..poor souls..waited soooo long for Fizzy's turn to use the photocopy machine..had to endure Tat Yan's bullcrap..anyways, we went back to class after photocopying abt 20 pages with Ang Siang's photocopy card..sort out the file for another 30 mins? ms tan had to leave for a meeting so we arranged the tables..tiring seh..

the whole process took up abt 45 mins..sat in class for a while, bid goodbye to Fizzy then went to look for Jannah in the com lab..went out of school to get bubble tea..then headed to cwp's Banquet & stuffed ourselves with food..sat there for 2 hrs i think..saw some of my classmates, i think they watched pirates 3..darn..i wanna watch too!! anyways, had loads of fun crapping around with tht retard! heehee..don't mind me, eh!

sitting at home now..feeling very feverish..i think i'm gonna be sick..ciao! (=

sup'..first of all, i'm doing this only because i'm super duper bored & i wanna satisfy Dorothy..
6 weird stuff about me..hmmm..i'll share what i can..



#1: i extremely hate long fingernails..
(you can NEVER find uber long nails on me. Advantage: spotchecks.)

#2: can't live a day without saying a vulgar word..
(dot. dot. dot.)

#3: i can't shriek like normal girls..
(if you get a chance, scare jannah & she WILL shriek. i can't/won't do that.
Disadvantage: thrill rides.)

#4: i can't look people in the eye for more than 5 seconds in conversations..
(must...look....away....)

#5: i usually can't make the first move..
(strange? hmm..)

#6: i am a perfectionist..
(weird? dun tink so but..whatever lah.)


*TAGGED:

1) Jannah?
2) Kai Yuan?
3) Jeannie?
4) Nadirah?
5) Yohannis?
6) Ashikin?

(=

YO.
skipped school today because of diarrheoa.. pathetic i know.. hope i won't miss much especially maths.. the hols are in 2 days time.. woohoo? NO.
the 1st 2 weeks are reserved for lessons.. wtf lah.. totally not a holiday but i guess it's for our own good.. meet the parents session on this friday. .i'll get to see my hopeless results.. gotta brace myself for my mum's nagging.. ciao.

hello hello..
spent Saturday at Marina Square with my sister..
i was her bitch for tht day..she shopped, i followed..
had dinner at Swensen's yesterday & we totally splurged on the food!
the bill? 60 buckaroos!! crazee..i am now BANKRUPT. sigh..will start saving, don't worry!
so tht was yesterday..spent the whole day at home today..
BORING. can't wait to go to school i guess..nothing much to say..
so, ciao! (=


*what's this life anyway?
what's it to you and me?

no point hiding my shitty results so, here goes..

MYE RESULTS:

English-
P1: 26/30 + 19/30 = 45/60
P2: 9/25 + 19/25 = 28/50
Overall: 65.5 (B3)

Emaths-
P1: 39/50
P2: 28/50
Overall: 67(B3)

Amaths- 42/80
Overall: 52.5 (C6)

Combined Science-
Phys: 34/50
Chem: 30/50
Overall: 64 (B4)

Biology-
MCQ: 20/30
Sect. B: 20.5/40
Sect. C: 8.5/30
Overall: 49 (D7)

Humanities-
SS: 19/37
History: 10/36
Overall: 38 (F9)

MT- (B3)

goddammit..i suck in Humanities & Bio! gotta & hafta buck up..will maybe spend the June Holidays re-reading the Bio txtbk..1 more fuggin assholic mark to a PASS..wasted! toootally disappointed with my humanities marks..the papers are fuggin hard lah..would like to get at least a C5 for EOY for both subjects..

what shall i do now?
shit..

had FAREWELL PARTY today..it went well i guess..got myself promoted to PL..
yipee..loads of food & almost everyone got wet from the water the seniors splashed..
a fun time indeed..

what's over is done..

hello hello hello hello hello..

blogger is finally OKAY now! wooohooo..just came home from GG..
i smell like ass..heehee..tiring day, went thru the plans for farewell party with the other guides..
troublesome as hell..so many questions & i totally feel like a RETARD standing there babbling my shizz..went thru again and again..i hope they now have a clue of what's gonna happen tht day..wanna get it over and done with! sigh..gotta admit tht i can't wait to slack..can't dedicate alot a time to guides anymore..it's kinda pointless..it'll be gone soon..gotta buck up & revise for EOY exams..a little too early? hell yeah..i gotta do it for my sake..

getting back results this friday..can't wait for tht too..sigh..i'm expecting to see loads of red lines in my report book..seriously in need of sleep..june holidays are coming! but i bet it won't be like a holiday at all..i'll be spending at least 3 of the weeks in school & guides courses..stupid lah..EXTRA.. )=
next movie i'll catch is most probably pirates 3 then shrek 3..yippee..

found out that i scored B3 for MT!! yaaaaaaaahoooooooooo!
a miracle has happened! lucky me..(=



the coldest heart can be brought to life,
when it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes..

DINNER & DANCE:
DINNER & DANCE:
..was BULLCRAP!!!! aaahh..45 precious buckaroos for a cheapskate dinner..sobsob..would like to thank my parents for paying & bringing me there to experience a Dinner&Dance.. =.=

what's on the menu?
1st dish: Fusion Platter (nonsense.)
2nd dish: Shark Fin's Soup with Crab Meat & Roe (this was superb!)
3rd dish: Roasted Crispy Chicken with sesame seeds (delicious.)
4th dish: Fish Fillet with Laksa Sauce (okaylah.)
5th dish: Fried Prawns with Oatmeal (bullcrap.)
6th dish: Broccoli with Sea Cucumber in oyster sauce (YUCK.)
7th dish: Seafood Fried Rice (burnt.)
Final dish: Baked Alaska ( this was icecream cake. creamy. )

*dinner & dance: 2/5 stars.

MOTHERS' DAY:
not exactly a fun day..went "sightseeing" with granny, auntie, uncle and family..walk walk eat eat walk walk again eat eat again..returned home at 1am..bought a SWENSEN'S ice cream cake for my dearest mum..just cut it just now heehee (= ..an addictive cake i must say..duh..swensen's wad..will be going there soon to treat my sis dinner..

*mothers' day: 2/5 stars

went back to school today for usual lessons..omg..totally boring..sat there feeling like some lost soul/ zombie/ like i wasn't supposed to be there..could've stayed at home..mdm tong went thru the amaths qn paper..completely lost hope of getting an A for tht subject..sigh..mr cheong went thru chem paper during FT period..not too bad..hope to get a B..(=

this hypocrisy's beginning to get to me..
i want to gaze at starry skies..
to hold you in my arms..

woohoo!! physics paper wasn't that bad..
hope to ACE it! last paper is a-maths..
totally unprepared for it. sigh..
went home early with hanisah today at 9.30am..
busied my brain with weird and stupid questions as i sat in the bus for the whole 20 mins..
reached home and walked all the way to the carpark..
saw that the van's front window is open!
completely open!! panicked but managed to get hold of the keys..
the van's fine now..yes..the van..ain't got no clue why i'm talking abt the goddamn van..
hmmm..i soooooooo can't wait for the MYE to be over..
feel like going someplace fun..yep..FUN..
TAKE ME AWAY.
ciao.. =X


*why?

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totally screwed up my bio paper today..
sigh..section C was a KILLER!! goddammit lah..
i really, really wanted an A for bio..
oh & the paper is damn thick! 3 sets..tsktsktsk..poor trees..
had maths paper 2 before bio paper..
felt that i could've done better if i wasn't too meticulous just now..
rewrote the 1st page on a fresh piece of paper & wasted 10 mins..
sigh..SILLY ME.. -.-
i hope there's not many serious or silly careless mistakes.. =/
my tutor will slaughter me if i fail this one!!
sigh..2 more papers to go til FREEDOM..
ciao!

had SS & chem paper today..
wrote til my fingers went numb for SS..
SEQ was oookay i guess..
waaaay easier than history!!
hope what i've done for SS could save me from failure for humanities..
chem paper was a KILLER! aaahhhh..
didn't expect that at all lah..
why? why? why?!?!?!?!
goddammit lah..everytime i expect sth easy, sth difficult would come my way..
tsktsktsktsk..
.......MUST....GET....4....As......
yes, yes, i'm a psycho to be thinking that i COULD achieve that..
its...IMPOSSIBLE.
sigh..hmm..next papers are maths paper 2 and bio..
ain't got no hope for bio at all..
i'll do my best to pass though.. (=
friggin' tired now..
suffered from a nosebleed minutes ago..yea..OMFG?!
shocked the hell outta me..
tsktsktsk..
ciao!

blogger has gone bonkers!!
wad the friggin hell is up with the "NEW POST" page?!?!
so messy..tsktsktsktsk..
i'm gonna fail yesterday's history paper!!
chose qn 3 for SEQ and managed to write loads on part a but i totally blanked out for part b!
sigh..there goes 13 marks..
SBQ was bullcrap!! i didn't understand BOTH sources..
couldn't answer both so, bye-bye 11 marks! =.=
damn it..damn it..damn it..
maths paper 1 was easy though..
i bet paper 2 would be a KILLER..
hope to ace it.. (=
gotta go now..
ciao!

today was MT papers..two in a day!! & i survived them..
PHEW..paper 1 was bullcrap..
i totally forgot the format for "jawatan" thingy..
forced to write dialog..sobs.. *20 marks flies away*
wrote about being in a dilemma for part B..tht went okay i guess..
sigh..then there was break..
spent the whole time reading the peribahasa list..
sat for paper 2..not that bad i must say..
there was sufficient time to do so i took my time (2 whole hours!)..
"it was a breeze!"..sigh..wish i could say tht..
worried abt kefahaman/comprehension..
i sooooooooooooo do not wanna fail this one!!
tmr's papers are History & E-maths paper 1..*ahem*
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
damn worried for the hist paper..
everything she taught doesn't seem to be in my head!!
goddammit..my notes are my best friends if i wanna pass..
all the best to me tmr..hope maths will be a breeze tmr.
.i hope the tutoring helps..
oh & i'm not sure why i am blogging at a time like this..
neither bored nor busy......ah wells, gtg "study" now..
CIAO!


*we're so miserable & stunning.