i hate OC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat the toot seh!!!!! so freakin stressful!!!! can't wait for it to end..gotta hang on..9 more slow-slow days to go till the actual day..VERY FED UP ALRDY!!! kena scold after every OC session, can't take it anymore!!!!! oh wells, gtg...bye... =.=

i've got a CONFESSION to make here..hmmm..guess wat? i still like ~him~..the thoughts are driving me nuts!!! i juz can stop crushing on him..oh gosh..i'm going insane.. =.= sumting made me think that he actually knew i existed..whakaka..oh wells, who knows? maybe i'll stop liking him temporarily..den like him again..SIAO!!! there's nothing i can do..let my feelings decide 4 me..hmmm..one more thing: looks like "yo-yo" doesn't wanna be friends wif me no more.. he no longer talks to me or even sms me..sob..sob..tht's realli sad..i'm gonna miz him as a fren..haiz..till now, i not sure wat i did tht stopped our friendship..watever la..tht's destiny..gtg now..bye-bye! (still looking for the perfect song 4 my blog)..(=

Harlo peeps..sry never update for the past few days..i've been really busy with homework and the OC practices..hehekz..yesterday was AWESOME dudes!! We had OC practice and after tht, guess wat?! Guides got praised by Ms Yuana ! yippee! whakaka! Tht's really sumting nice to hear instead of all the insults by tht wong..(maybe we marched better cuz some of the lousy marchers reported sick tht time and so, weren’t involved in the OC practice..) hmm..Felicia and Wahida also said tht our marching improved but our attitude MUST improve..i guess we better do tht or else..i've been having friendship probs wif tht "yo-yo"..really sickening 4 him not to talk to me..sheesh..it all started wen I "accused" him of liking sumone hu he hates to tease him..GOSH! sensitive la tht guy! Well, he started first..if he hadn't sent all the repeated sms-es, I wouldn't have even mentioned or "accuse" him of liking tht person..TSKTSK..inspite of all this, I do apologise 4 "accusing" u..plz lah, 4get dis ever happen..it's RIDICULOUS!! Oh wells, enough abt 'yo-yo'..2mw no HL, got OC practice (yays! Hope we do well again.. =.= ) hehekz..gtg now! Toodles!! (=

the Rope Pyramid..hehekz..(= 

Ernest & Irfan on their way up the pyramid..=P 

Ernest climbing the pyramid..(= 

the 2 wackos..LOL.. >.< 

Ernest chilling out in the bus..(= 

Irfan sitting in the bus wif Ernest..(= 

hies ppl..just came home from S.A.W.(SportsAndWellness) session today..very fun sia! whakaka..Sec 2s and 1s went to West Coast Park while Sec 3s and 4s played "Amazing Race" in school..den, on this wednesday, we swap..so, on this wednesday, Sec 2s and 1s playing Amazing Race in skl..yeah! can't wait..Ernest waited for me at da woodlands mrt station at 12pm..den we went to the McD which was at 883 to have lunch 1st..but, wen we were juz abt to enter, i saw ~him~!!!! i was like " WTF?!!"..instead of going in and eating there wif Ernest, i "ran away"..felt so stupid and silly..sheesh..in the end, i walked briskly to skl alone..SAW started at 1pm so Sec 2s and 1s went to WCP by bus..i sat wif Ern and he kept on aksing y i "ran-away"..all i cud reply was "i dunno!"..so crappy..for the whole bus ride there, i kept on thinking y i "ran-away" wen i saw ~him~..until now, i dunno y..maybe it's cuz it was embarassing to be arnd him??? hmm..wen we finally reached WCP, it was 2.20pm..Mdm Salwana gaves us a short briefing after we got off the bus..we were told that the sec 2 s are supposed to play games 1st before swapping wif the sec 1s to play the obstacle courses after the break..all the sec 2s went to an open field den the sec 2 gurls went to play captains ball while the sec 2 boys played soccer..after 30 mins of playing captains ball, it was finally break time..i went to the McD nearby and bought myself a medium-sized ice lemon tea..ii cost me $2.30 and i drank it all by myself..felt so bloated after tht..hehe..after break, sec 2s were supposed to go and play the obstacle courses..i headed straight 4 the Rope Pyramid..whakaka..started climbing like a monkey..hehekz..i was halfway up there when Ern and Irfan started climbing up..hehe..while they climbed, i snapped some photos of them wif my hp..very funny sia..=P..i didnt climb all the way to the top but just halfway up cuz too scared of the height..hehe..after 3o mins of climbing, it's finally time to head back to skl by bus..Ern sat wif Irfan so i sat alone but beside them..took out my hp and started snapping photos of them again..hehehekz..we reached skl at 5+pm..Ern and i walked all the way to the bus interchange at Woodlands Mrt station b4 going separate ways..i took the bus home and went to look at the pictures taken..so farny!! whakaka..(=..and here i am now posting this thing..oh wells, gtg now..the photos are here sumwhere in the blog..CLICK ON THE PICS TO HAVE A CLEARER VIEW!! =P toodles!!

yoyoyo..wazzup dudes..just came home from a shopping spree in Orchard wif my sis..hehekz..i onli bought a pair of slippers from "Hula & Co." while my sis bought lots of stuff..harhar..i felt like an assistant carrying her shopping bags..hehe..actually, i felt like i was betty, and she was veronica! whakaka..hmmm..my feet ache from all tht walking..we ate at KFC before going home..sms-ed ernest 4 da whole day..he go complain and complain..hehe..2mw going TAF wif him..oh wells, gtg now..(wanna watch "League of Extraordinary Gentlemen") whakaka..TOODLES!! =p =) =p

hey dudes..just came back from a "Songs & Campfire" course for girl guides at the GG headquarters..the RS guides tht went were 5 of us : Bayah, Qiu Le,Qiu Ju, Dorothy and me..it really wasn't wat i expected..it was supposed to be from 10am-10pm..(i noe, CRAZY RITE?!)..whakaka..but we were dismissed early at 7+pm cuz 1) the real outdoor campfire was cancelled but instead we did an indoor one in the "air-conditioned" hall..2) too little ppl came for the course..(supposed to have 30 guides but onli have 20)..and the food was actually provided but we had to pay $5 for them..hehe..spend the whole day sms-ing Ernest but only in between breaks..haiz..he ask me whether want to become OGL for the P5 camp in Fuchun Pri during 31 May-2 June..i said see 1st but most probably can ah..i half want, half dun want..hehekz..oh yeah! we got to eat free chocolate brownies..they were really good! we learnt like 20 songs for the whole day..i felt like i was in a CHOIR course rather than a " songs and campfire" course..hardee-har-har..the instructor, Mrs Peter, very fun and funny..her name sounds like caucasian but she looks like malay or indian..hmm..after dinner there, i went home with Bayah.. after bathing, here i am sitting here typing this..oh wells, gtg now.. (= (= (=
oh yeah! " HaPeE 14th b'dAe, Jannah !!! " whakaka..

hmms..very pissed rite now..the oc rehearsal was disastrous juz now..my feet(i wore black boots) were being barbequed under the hot sun..GG,BB and SJAB are now in separate contigents..can't do marchpass..guess y?? some idiotic teacher said that GG can't march..(tht's y)..like wat seh!! freakin ARSEHOLE!!! he tinks NCC's the best UG grp, well i tink different!!! fucking arse..(MUST CALM DOWN)..haiz..now, there's a 20% GG's able to marchpass with the others.. it's really embarrasing for a teacher to look down on GG and even say "GG can't march" in front of the so-called 'best' UG grp, SJAB.. i feel like I'm a DISGRACE, man..being in GG, ppl will be like " GG no gud.." when i tell them my CCA..i aint kidding..(i'm so freakin sad but at the same time, pissed).. many ppl look down on GG..i hope the day will come when that changes and they respect GG!!! sob..sob..but the day may never come..

hies..me juz came home frm guides..tiring sia..my boots were melting under the sun as usual..i've been thinking lots bout -him- lately..half of me still like him but the other half hates him...darn it..oh well, EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!! gtg now.. =)

hie..it's me again..DUH..yesterday was fun except for the bloody maths test..i am sure tht i'll fail this one..guarantee ya!! i estimated tht 15 marks will be lost..haiz..dun realli care..during TAF Club or shld i say, SAW club, we ran 4 rounds around the field..tiring but i did it with tht Ernest..we talked abt stuff while running..sfter tht, he go challenge me to a race to the so-called finish and guess wat?? it was a tie..hardeeharhar..hmm..of course, ~he~ was there too..hmm..there wasn't art for tht day as Mr Job didnt come..after skl, i had Guides and of course, the OC parade rehearsal..really tiring but we FINALLY got to do the marchpass..yay!! i got to march wif ~him~..whakaka..sick man..oh wells, the guide session 4 the day was short cuz there were CTs going on..so it ended at 4.30pm..awesome man.. =p hmm..each wednesday's a fun one..dunno why but i think it's cuz i'm alwaes HYPER on the day..whakaka..weird..hmm..i think i like ~him~ back..how freakin' ridiculous is this?!! but not crazy-crazy like la..duh..me= SICKO..harhar..today was cool..just like any other day..the science test was okay i guess..hmm..tht Ernest keeps making it more obvious..(sheesh..i bet by now noe ~he~ noes i lyk him..)..just now go push ~him~ onto my table where i was sitting..like wat seh!!! haiz..after eating lunch in skl, i went home with Jannah..tht's all dudes..bye-bye.. =P >>bRoKeN hEaRtS<<